my notebook.

2010-06-18T21:31:00.006+08:00

Blog Blog Blog!

I guess you're dead once more. Hahahaha. I never update you ever since...May! I will try to update you more often!

Anyways, I just bought this baby lately.

It's so sexy right?

Well, it's not for me somehow. You know why? Because, my other baby is even sexier!

Introducing....

Ignore the smaller size and shape.

It is still much sexier than the previous one. Hahahaha. :D

Well, it's just covers. So prettty. So in love!

2010-05-06T14:43:00.009+08:00

I didn't manage to watch American Idol here in Semenyih, as I do not have tv and Astro. Despite the fact that I was in the library in uni, I didn't excuse myself and watch American Idol in the tv room at the SA building (Student Association Building) at 6pm. I'm such a good girl right?

I know! *perasan much*

Well, there's always youtube! Did you know what do I do all the time? I mean, whenever I decided not to catch American Idol on tv every Wednesday, I will...

Firstly, I will surf the net and look for American Idol performance critics.
Next, I will wait till someone upload it in youtube, and I will only watch those good performances.

Such good time saving tips right? :D

And it is SUPER EFFICIENT. Trust me. It is.

* * *

Yesterday was jazz week I guess. It seemed to be like it. And currently, I'm feeeling the Frank Sinatra's vibe, and falling for Lee Dewyze even more. :) Love his That's Life performance yesterday.

Perfect-o!

Let's see...
Arrangement? Great!
Singing? Awesome!
&
His looks? Too cute. :)

But wait, that's not all I noticed, I also noticed how lovely that song was written. I shall share with you guys, especially to those who noticed I have started blogging. :)

I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate,
A poet, a pawn and a king.
I've been up and down and over and out
And I know one thing:
Each time I find myself, flat on my face,
I pick myself up and get back in the race.

The highlighted part of the chorus, made me feel more inspired to go on doing my revision.

So, there you go peoples! Toodles. :)

2010-05-04T11:25:00.004+08:00

I'm in the library now, doing my revision for my exams. I'm so hardworking right? I know, I know. :) :)

ROAR! EVIL EXAMS.

Boohoooooo. :( :(

Guess what, today is the very first time that I came to uni at 8.30am, just to grab one of those 'valuable' cubicles that EVERYONE wanted.

I feeeel damn right evil, as I see so many people wandering about looking for seats when the library is already so packed with people, but yet, the same rule always apply.

First come first serve!

Wheeeeeeeee. :D I'm a happy camper. *giggles*

6th Month.

2010-04-03T00:00:00.001+08:00

I was just thinking about my blog, and I just wanna see what's going on in it. Practically it's been dead for a super long time!

I realised 2 important things.

* * *
I realised that it will be exactly 6 months of me not updating my blog.

and..

My very last post was the first day of my falling-in-love days.

Happy 6th Month, Darling.

I love you.

2009-10-03T21:49:00.004+08:00

I actually stayed in semenyih for 1 whole week. To be exact, 6 days. =/

Hahahaha. I really felt that I totally lost track on the things happening in the country and also overseas. There was no internet, no phone, no tv, no radio. NOTHING. o_o Lucky thing I had my handphone with me, if not I will not be alive by now. When I arrived back home on Friday, that was when I began to realized so many things actually happened in 1 whole week. It's a bit crazy.

Ahhhhh. Will be going back to the ulu place tomorrow. I'm going to miss everything back in PJ. Sigh.

Bagels, modem, nasi lemak, soronity girls, baby pictures, candid shots. =/

2009-09-24T22:37:00.004+08:00

Everything is settled. I'm moving in this saturday! :D

Excited, but scared at the same time. It's time to leave the house, for a much independent life. No more malls, movies, hang out places anymore. I'm be with all the palm trees for 2 whole years. =/

* * *
I finally manage to clarify all the mixed feelings I had. I know what I want, and hopefully nobody is able to figure it out. It shall be buried deep within me and no one is supposed to know.

Oh wait. If I do not anybody to know about this, why do I even blog it? I wonder... I have a ~~sad~~ happy life right now. I shall pray.

2009-09-18T17:54:00.004+08:00

I'm glad I'm back home safe and sound. My purpose of going to Semenyih today, was to get furniture nearby. Dining table, sofa, tables, chairs..... Basic things needed in the house. I went to get a fridge and also an air cond. :D I'm feeling great right now! Everything is going on plan. I was stressed out at first, but then now, it seemed that everything is going smoothly.

My friend once said this to me,

There's a solution for every problem. If there is no solutions to problems, the end of the world is here.

I'm inspired. ♥

Do whatever it takes, because you can't rewind any moment in life.

2009-09-16T23:40:00.005+08:00

I.Shall.Enjoy.Uni.Life.

I hope everything turns out well. Wish me luck. *finger cross*

I always have difficulties in socializing with people, because I am shy.
I am not able to talk to people by looking into their eyes, because I have a lot self esteem.
I always choose to keep quiet, because I am worried I offend people.

I think I am very paranoid. :/ I need to stop all these negative thoughts of mine.

* * *
I have few things to say to all my nonsense thoughts.

Dedicated to my Nonsense Thoughts,

Stop Bothering Me.I had enough.I am tired.I don't wanna end up emo-ing all by myself.Stop Influencing Me.

2009-09-15T23:50:00.000+08:00

Ahhh.

Uni is starting, and I'm not feeling excited over it. I'm so nervous, thinking about the new environment, meeting new people, staying by myself... Ahhhhhhh. I hate all these stages in life. I feel so emo over it.

I must think positively. I.Must.

* * *
What did I do today? Bank, maggi mee soup, dvds, old photos, tennis, apeach and ribena. ♥ 2nd time so far...

I was watching Later Show with David Letterman just now. I came across one of the fun facts he said,

Mood Rings Determine The Mood of Your Fingers.

I think it's funny. But maybe some people will think that I'm weird. I'm totally cool with it. :)

P/s : I would like to congratulate Juan Martin Del Potro. I actually spent about 2-3 hours of my life watching that amazing match. He looked so handsome. I loved his forehand shots. It was all worth it. ♥

2009-09-12T23:09:00.008+08:00

It's finalized!

FINALLY!

I have a place to stay. No longer feeling homeless. However, lots of work to do since I can only get the key on the 19th.

And I would want to:

Clean it.
Furnish it.
Lalang(s) to be removed.
Wash the toilets.
Install wireless connection.

Within 5 days. Is that possible? :/

I need people to help me out. Who's willing to be my social worker for a day? Hmmmm. Just for cleaning the house. :D This offer is for those people who would want to help me willingly. Volunteers, peoples? Shall give you hugs and kisses? :/ Anyone? ♥

I was invited by this close friend of mine to some youth session. Thank you. :) It is my 1st and only one. It did enlighten me, making me thinking even more positive things. Eventhough it is just that 1 session, I think attending such session more often will definitely make a huge impact in me. You will DEFINITELY see a better me.

2009-09-11T21:20:00.003+08:00

I went house hunting yesterday. And also on the perfect day. 9/9/09.

I will not say about my house hunting status as I do not have a confirmed place to stay YET. Sigh. I still feel homeless! Hopefully everything will be settled by tomorrow. Just pray hard for me. :/ I mean really hard. *LOTS of worries*

I want to know whether Nadal is entering the semi-finals or not. I'm so happy for Del Potro and Djokovic. So in love. ♥♥♥♥ Haha.

Before I forget, Happy Birthday Bro. Love ya. ♥ I got you a fruit cake. HAHAHA. I bet you'll love it.

2009-09-05T13:00:00.003+08:00

I went karaoke yesterday. It was awesome! 4 hours straight. I could actually go on even longer. :) Karaoke session is the place whereby I can express all my feelings. Sadness, joy, anger, guilt...... Yes, everything. You name it all.

I want to go karaoke again next week. Fatt, just tell me when you're free. I really wanna go with you and the gang. :D

I'm clearing my messy room RIGHT NOW. It is forever messy. All year round. It'll take me ages to clear everything and the dust. I better clear everything before my uni starts. I guess I won't be staying back home, eventhough I do not have a confirmed accommodation right now. On campus is full, the only ones left for off campus looks deserted. Oh nooo. I feel so unwanted. I'm going to be homeless! :/

Can someone rescue me? :(

2009-09-01T10:29:00.004+08:00

It's been ~~months~~ days since I last updated. Just wanna tell you guys that I'll be going to Nottingham University to study my pharmacy degree. :)

Well, it is a twinning programme, therefore I'll still be around in Malaysia for 2 years before leaving to UK. However, I will not come back home as I'll get a place there to stay. :( Indirectly, I won't be at home for 4 years. I'll be only coming back on weekends I supposed. *crying badly*

I'll definitely miss OU, home cooked food, outings, karaoke, my cosy bed, my messy rooooom. :(

*crying badly AGAIN*

However, I shall promise to update more often in life.

1 of my good friend told me this, isn't there more to life than education and money? :)

Indeed, it brightens my day today. Sunshine. :)

What a weather. 'Raindrops are falling on my head. lalala...'

2009-07-27T17:01:00.002+08:00

I'm back and I may be away AGAIN for some time. Who knows? :)

There are definitely few things that I wanna do during my break.

1) GO OUT WITH FATT.
2) GO OUT WITH MATT.

Don't you guys feeeel happy that you're important in my life? :D

Let me see,

3) Shopping with my sister.
4) More shopping with my sister.
5) Spending time with my sister.

I know, I'm such a good sister. Mwah! <3

Other things like,

6) Play badminton for 3-4 straight hours. (x5)
7) Catch up all the latest movies.
8) Go to PC fair.
9) Karaoke at least 2 more time. Both chinese and english songs sessions. :D

And the list goes on and on and on....

2009-06-20T23:56:00.003+08:00

My legs. It hurts so badly.

Why is it so?

I was in KL all day, for about (let me count the hours) 9 hours, basically walking the entire time to search for a prom dress. I shall repeat it one more time, just one prom dress. Omg. I can faint. It was so tough, because of my body size. I ain't size zero, nor any size NEAR my sister. I'm BIG size. I have a belly, not abs. =/

After the 9 hours of walking around the Golden Triangle, almost every part of the 3 shopping malls, I did not purchase anything. How lovely. I shall search more tomorrow, if I can still feel my legs. And search somemore on Monday.

Wow. I feel like a superwoman. I shall pray I will be able to get something by Monday. I already had something in mind. As for my heels, not a clue. Prom is just less than 4 days. If not, I'll be appearing with sneakers. =_=

2009-06-18T23:50:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAHHAHA. Exams are over. :)

However, I do not feel as excited as I thought I will be. I thought I'll be damn hyped up, instead I was so gloomy dead. I guess it's because that I am TOO tired. I somehow miss studying. My normal routine to the library. :/

Finally, I watched my first movie after so long, months probably. State of Play. I find it not bad, but I defenitely prefer watching action movies compared to those type of movie genre. Oh well. As long that I am in the cinema, I'm happy. :)

I shall continue playing my Scramble in Facebook. I'm a Scramble Addict. O_O

2009-06-15T23:11:00.006+08:00

1 down. 2 more to go. :)

I'm looking forward for the freedom. Weeeeee.e..e.eeeee.e...

Genting. Roller Coaster.
Redang. Snorkeling.
Shopping. Prom Dress.
Movie. ~~Horror~~ Romance. <3

Adrian says that I'm plum. Meanie! I totally agree with it. >< What to do? Been sitting down for weeks studying only.
Shall exercise HARDER next month. :P

2009-06-13T21:19:00.003+08:00

I've been negative for my entire life. And I still admits it. I just can't find the brighter side in life, all I am thinking 24/7 is sadness and sad emotions. My life is full with sadness despite me having many friends around me. I tend to isolate myself because I am used to be by my own self. You can call me antisocial, but I just couldn't change that fact in me. I am definitely not a sociable person. That's why loneliness starts to take its toll in my life, especially this year. Bad events just can't stop coming into my life, but I am emotionally unstable day by day. I can isolate myself the entire day by not talking to anybody in the entire day. Can you imagine that? I think I have facing a huge crisis in life. Tough times. Really tough times.

I want to have a change in my life. I do not want to be that antisocial person like how I always used to be. I want to cheer up. I want to put always put a smile on my face. I need to keep on holding on. I hope I'll make it through.

2009-06-04T00:30:00.002+08:00

Dear Blog,

I wanted to you something but I just couldn't do it. I hope you will understand what I am trying to express to you.

I am such a sad person.

Lots of tears, KR.

2009-06-04T00:17:00.002+08:00

I am currently undergoing exam stress and feeling so paranoid these days. Things are not completed and my applications are not done. I don't know where exactly am I going right after my A-Levels.

Can someone be kind enough to help me on my applications? I'm tired of it. =\

I guess I shall just end up becoming a baker. my-very-1st-ambition.

2009-05-17T21:34:00.002+08:00

I'm so in love with Lee Yong-dae.

He's so handsome. His smashes, his speed, his style and his hair. I cannot believe that he is still capable of playing 2 rounds of matches. Mixed doubles and men doubles.

I have another friend of mine who loves him too.

HAHAHAHAHA.

He is MINE. He is just 20. Perfect age for me. :)

2009-05-14T22:16:00.003+08:00

Danny got voted out. I'm so sad. :(

I miss Endless Love.
I miss What Hurts The Most.
I miss Come Rain or Come Shine.
I miss September.

Kris got into the finals for AI. I'm so happy. :)

I miss Ain't No Sunshine.
I miss Falling Slowly.
I miss Remember The Time.
I miss Heartless.

I have mixed feelings right now.

Currently craving for YouTube.

I love YouTube. <3 <3

YouTube makes my life happier. :)

2009-05-13T22:03:00.003+08:00

I'm still very much alive. Life is getting tougher lately, ever since the month of March. Let me just update what was going on for the past 2 months.

1) I was getting more paranoid over things.
2) I can't help thinking more negative stuff than positive stuff every single day.
3) I can feel that I'm melting anytime soon, because of the lovely weather.
4) I can feel that I'm getting crazier everyday.
5) I can't get over the addiction of Scramble.
6) I am saturated with lots of chemical equations. Tough organic chemistry.
7) I am having this japanese hairstyle now. Don't worry, it is just the fringe.
8) I still love the song Thinking of You by Katy Perry.

Lastly, I'm having my major exams. It'll be over by JUNE. :D :D what plans do I have by then? prom. redang. and spending time with my-not-so-poor-anymore sister. :)

I miss everyone. Anyone free to go karaokae with me during the month of July? :)

2009-03-17T22:56:00.005+08:00

We were friends but with time,
what I feel inside for you has changed.
But I'd give up on love, if I thought
that it was untrue for you .

If I told you that,
I wanted to see you.

If I told you that,
I beg to please you.

If I told you that,
I'll always keep you.

What would you say?

If I told you that.

Gosh. Why is this happening to me? =/

2009-03-13T11:39:00.002+08:00

I just gotten back my 2nd semester results. My mood?

50% happen, 50% sad.

I thought I was going to fail 2 papers, instead I got an A and B instead. However, I paid a high price to sacrifice 3 other IMPORTANT papers, which I studied so hard just to get an A because I retake those papers. It is more like a sacrifice because you can never get everything you want. And things do happen in surprises. Argh.

Really emo. Had plans today actually. I chose to not go for any of it and locked myself in my house. All by myself.

Currently listening to Remember The Time by Michael Jackson.

Classic.

2009-03-04T22:47:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was the Square Root Day.

Today is the World Maths Day.

Crazy over maths right now.

I'm off to do my ~~maths~~ stats. :P

2009-03-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

Listening to When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne.

I always needed time on my own,
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried.
And the days feel like years when I'm alone,
And the bed where you lie,
Is made up on your side.

When you walk away,
I count the steps that you take.
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone,
The pieces of my heart,
I'm missing you.
When you're gone,
The face I came to know is missing too.
When you're gone,
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day,
And make it ok,

I miss you.

I've never felt this way before.
Everything that I do,
reminds me of you,
and the clothes you left, that lie on the floor.
And they smell just like you,
I love the things that you do.

When you walk away,
I count the steps that you take,
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone,
The pieces of my heart are missing you.
And When you're gone,
The face I came to know is missing too.
And When you're gone,
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day,
And make it ok,

(I miss you )

We were made for each other,
Out here forever,
I know we were.
Yeah yeah...
And all I ever wanted was for you to know,
everything I do I give my heart and soul,
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me.
Yeah...

When you're gone,
The pieces of my heart are missing you.
And When you're gone,
The face I came to know is missing too.
And When you're gone,
The words I need to hear, will always get me through the day,
And make it ok,

I miss you...

2009-03-02T21:21:00.004+08:00

Listening to You Light Up My Life by Debby Boone

So many nights, I'd sit by my window,
Waiting for someone to sing me his song.
So many dreams, I kept deep inside me,
Alone in the dark, now you've come along.

And you light up my life,
You give me hope, to carry on.
You light up my days,
And fill my nights with song.

Rollin' at sea, adrift on the waters.
Could it be finally, I'm turning for home.
Finally a chance to say, "Hey, I Love You"
Never again to be all alone.

And you light up my life,
You give me hope, to carry on.
You light up my days,
And fill my nights with song.

You, You light up my life,
You give me hope to carry on,
You light up my days,
And fill my nights with song.
It can't be wrong, when it feels so right.

Cause you, you light up my life.

A very short song. But pretty much explained everything. :)

Read this from someone's blog.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

From my point of view, I think it's about 80-90% accurate for me. :)

2009-02-28T20:43:00.005+08:00

I'm still madly in love with the song (15th of February). My heart just drops whenever I listen to that song.

I think I always wished I'm living in a fantasy. I believe things called fairy tale. Like a prince charming just walked into your life and the things he do just blow you every moment in your life. I actually thought of marrying a farmer when I get older.

Oh wait. Let me emphasis it again. FARMER.

I wanna live in a countryside with farm animals. Hahaha! That's when my mum suggested me on studying courses related to environmental things related to country side. Or maybe agriculture courses.

My jaw just dropped when I heard that.

That's when I changed my mind.

I wanna marry someone who owns a winery. I wanna run wild in a winery and enjoy the breezy air. It's still in a middle of country side right? OBVIOUSLY it cannot be in Malaysia anymore. It has to be in overseas already. :) You know, like the Parent Trap (1998) riding horses around the country side? LOVE IT. However, I cannot just let go of my city life. So it has to be some rich guy. :)

It's too over already I supposed. I think I should think about reality. Such things only happened in romance drama, mostly chinese dramas. I get influenced easily from such dramas because I'm a very emotional person. I cried almost in every romance drama.

Ridiculous much?

I guess I REALLY do missed being in love again. So desperate? :P

Oh gosh.

I Live My Life For You (Firehouse)

My Happy Ending (Avril Lavigne)

Lips Of An Angel (Hinder)

This 3 songs brings me lots of memories. I still teared whenever I listened to that 3 songs.

2009-02-18T19:19:00.003+08:00

I guess I really cannot survive one day without eating chicken.

My friends know that very very well. :P *laughs*

Btw, I ate Popeyes Louisiana Kitchen 2 days in a row. Loved the chicken, fries, coleslaw, mash potato and so on. I love the ambience as well. Perfect hang out place! :)

Lately, I never sms like how I always used to do it last time. I used to sms more than 100 sms a day, now? Less than 10. I think it is a really good thing, I could spent more time doing my other stuff, for instance reading and writing. I'm getting used to it and enjoy every single minute of it.

I had the weirdest dream ever last night. Why can't I get over it once and for all? It was the past and I think I should have moved on. It was me who let go and I should never think about getting back the things I want. I guess I miss being in love again.

My new year resolution might come true after all. :) I'm feeling good.

2009-02-15T11:39:00.014+08:00

Totally loved this song.

Katy Perry - Thinking of You

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

2009-02-14T10:01:00.008+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day Peoples.

I'm all about love today.

I've always love this day ever since I knew about this date. It is the day when people give gifts to their love ones. Or maybe, going out on a date. It is the day when I can see girls accepting flowers from their boyfriends. It is also the day for some people to have the courage to confess to somebody that he/she loves her/him. It is the perfect day this year because it falls on the Saturday.

Eventhough I'm all single for this day for this year, I can feel the love in the house. I saw my mummy gotten so excited when she recieved a gift from my dad. Well, I don't think my dad gotten any. Haha. That was just my guessing. My sister who came back from Australia spent the night in her boyfriend's house. And she'll be back at night. She told me that her boyfriend will cook for her and not planning to go out and eat. Wow. That is one of the most romantic thing I would really hope my future boyfriend can do that. Love is really in the air.

Talking about love. I found few things which are heart shaped. Pretty sweet.

Have you seen a heart shaped island before? There you goes.

From Google Earth.

Did you know the shadow of a ring on a book is a heart shape?

From flickr. 'Music was my first love'

I bet you've seen a heart shaped pattern on an ox right?

What about on a puppy?

Both are from Japan. So adorable. :)

2009-02-10T22:26:00.004+08:00

I'm back. :)

A whole new beginning.

I may change my blogskin soon.

*smiles*

2008-11-22T22:16:00.007+08:00

The Part One Pictures.

Location : Chili's, One Utama.
Time : Dinner time.
Occasion : Celebrating Evan's birthday.

Happy Birthday, Evangeline!

Kim and I.

Me, myself and I.

Kim and I again.

Kevin. He only pose in front of the camera. :D

Jason. Trying to act cool. :P

The two pretty ladies, wearing dress. :D *giggles*

The two pretty ladies again. :D

Me again. :D

Cute right? *perasan* Spot Satish at the back. He got red eyes. O_O

They didn't know I was taking their pictures. :)

The guys.

Carmun with the evil juice. The horrible juice of all. Combination of pineapple and tomato. Ewwwww!

Top (L-R) : Jason, Nic and Rajiv
Bottom (L-R) : Mushroom, Kim and Carmun.

Nice one.

With the birthday girl. :D

2008-11-17T21:53:00.003+08:00

To be honest, the crush was over already la. HAHAHAHAHA. :D It was just a tiny crush. Hmmmmmm.

My birthday was over, it was just an OK one. It was because of the weather. The heavy rain totally influenced me. Sadzz..

As for the presents, I shall post it later on with the pictures. :)

I'm off to do my work AGAIN. I'm having C3 mock this wednesday, and I'm feeling the pressure. It's just Maths. I somehow realised that I'm also having 2 practical mocks next week.

Btw, next week is the last week for the month of November. O_O I just realised it today. Hmmmmmm.

2008-11-08T00:25:00.004+08:00

I have a goal in my mind right now. In this EXACT moment.

It isn't about preparing exams in 2 months time.

It isn't about finishing my maths homework which due for months.

It isn't about finishing my stats homework which due for MORE months.

It isn't about completing all my practical manuals with words.

It is....

I guess you all know about it right. Just look at one of my latest post about being fat. ><

Exercise la. :D OF COURSE.

I have a new pair of sport shoes and I think I SHOULD start doing something on my goal. (I had the intention to start it 3 months ago.) But, I decided to give myself a dateline since I kept on procrastinating. (Kim always use this word on me, and I totally agree with her.) I'm getting myself ready for next year's prom. :P

I felt that I got strike by a cupid's arrow recently. Probably just a tiny/very small/extremely small/really really tiny crush that I might just get over it in a few days. It had been 2 days. :D

2008-10-31T18:38:00.002+08:00

I'm currently still in Aus. :D Blogging using my sister's computer.

I just miss everyone eventhough I'm here for about a week. Practically, I missed the United Nations Camp and few of my college mates birthday. Too bad I just couldnt celebrate with you guys.

Surprisingly, few people called me this week. Yisan called me from UK and I told her I was in Australia. I bet she was so surprised. Well, I was only here for a week for my sister's graduation and exploring Perth. :D Rui en also called me and I had few messages about the Planet Movers meeting. HAHAHAHA!.

I really really like the weather here. I bet you guys know that I sweat QUITE a lot. I didn't even sweat but it makes me wanna pee all the time. :P I love the windy and breezy weather here. It was just partly sunny. :P

I miss you all! See me on Monday! Mwah mwah mwah! :D

2008-10-24T22:15:00.003+08:00

I'm emo.

I'm depressed.

Not because I'm not going for the WHO camp.

It is because I'm facing difficulties in buying dress and shoes for some special occasion.

Ahhhh. I wished I'm much thinner and I do not have huge feet.

Help me.

2008-10-20T22:10:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, I was in the mood for:

Lara Fabian - Broken Vow.

Just listen to it, you'll get what I mean. As you can see from the title of the song, it must be some kind of emo song. Yeah. Absolutely right. I was watching this drama yesterday. And there was this statement.

'Love is never eternal, there's no such thing in the world which lasts forever.'

Well, I'm no longer in relationship anymore. But I always do believe there's such thing called Eternal Love. I guess I just had a knock on my head to realise that I was wrong all along. Just yesterday.

HOWEVER,

Today,

I was listening to

Lindsay Lohan - Over.

Again and again and again..

And again and again and again. using Carmun's ipod.

I was so into the song and Carmun just change some other song for me. I thought it'll be some Mamma Mia song. Since my friends were like so into all of the songs form that movie. o_o Instead, she let me listen to this song, which the first thing popped up from my mind was Hui Yi.

Guess what was it? o_o

Mystery Jets - Young Love. :D

I'm addicted to this song already. Thanks Hui Yi. :)

Off to study bio. Others are working hard for moral exam tomorrow. Good luck peoples! Cheers. I miss everybody now, somehow..

2008-10-15T23:18:00.002+08:00

I might be overreacting but I'm seriously felt that I'm in a serious state. I just can't help feeling that my world is going down the drain. The budget issue is driving me crazy and I need money to save my own life and the camp. Can anyone of you sponsor me money? :/

I wished that crying is the solution for my problems. But, it just didn't work.

2008-10-08T19:35:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was so much of a drama. I ended up in the hospital having a blood test and x-rays. O_O Lucky thing, I'm considered quite healthy, except that my blood pressure is a bit high.

And because of that issue, Carmun and Kim kept on bothering me about it. Especially Carmun, kept on repeating '150! 150! 150!'. I guess you peoples are just blurr right now, just ignore about it. :) And she kept on bugging me about vegetables and control my diet. I totally ignored her and got curry as one of my lauk. :D wakakakakaka!

And I think it was the lunch that made me fell asleep during chemistry class. Practically, my mind was sleeping but my hand was writing the notes while listening to the teacher. Pretty cool right? I only woke up when Kim told me that I wrote words with the wrong spelling.

I wrote 'However' as Hower. o_o and many more wrong words. My words looked like jelly bean, clumps of words all over my notes. ><

I only realised that my paper was filled with liquid papers and correction tape marks after I woke up. Pretty freaky. I wasn't even paying attention. I think my mind was awake for about 20%, and 80% was controlled by my involuntary action of my fingers. (from my interpretation)

I went to Mcd with Cy and Vincent. It's just nice to hang out with them. Eventhough I felt a bit kangkang over there somehow, but I'm glad that I have them to accompany me during the evening. Looking forward for the next outing. :D

2008-10-05T21:16:00.006+08:00

Currently listening to

Christina Aguilera : Stronger.

I think I'm pretty strong enough for my current state. More like a situation. :)

Tagged by Fatt.

My Bucket List (5 Only) @ What you want to achieve before you die!

1. Recieve a bouquet of flower from the somebody I really love. I never recieve flowers before. :\

2. Learn to speak French and Japanese.

3. Been to at least 5 more foreign countries. My top list will be any parts of Europe and UK. I wanna celebrate white christmas. Snow angels. *prays*

4. Married.

5. Being able to have the opportunity tell everyone that I love that I love them every single day. (at my last moment of breath)

I tag people who thinks that I love them. :D

Obviously, everyone who reads my blog right? <3

2008-10-02T22:16:00.001+08:00

Making choices in life again.

I'm stuck. Help me. :/

2008-09-25T21:58:00.002+08:00

Today is such an interesting day that took away many of my 'first time'...

- my first time driving THREE peoples in the car today. Biggest achievement so far.

- my first time driving to Bangsar and all the way to Mid Valley.

- my first time desperately looking for parking as a driver. I normally look for parking as a passenger. *kekeke*

- my first time feeling so intimidated by the car alarm that couldnt go off within 2 minutes. Cold sweats were everywhere.

- my first time driving at night. It was good. :)

and finally,

my first time reaching home at 8p.m driving my own car.

Off to do my chemistry homework.

As usual, the never-ending homework that slowly kills me every minute. I shall do work while watching videos in youtube. :D

2008-09-23T20:40:00.006+08:00

My wish finally came true (partly).

There is no WHO meeting tomorrow! *SMILES*

There might not be any Planet Movers meeting this friday! *SMILES x2*

My days ahead will be happy days.

Off to do my unfinished work.

Let me see.. *counting my fingers* Stats, Maths and Chem. I want more than 24 hours in 1 day. At least just one day. One day is good enough for me.

Doomsday.

2008-09-18T23:04:00.003+08:00

What a tiring week I have. I nearly sleep in every lesson, especially Chemistry. Nowadays, we are learning about calculation questions. I assumed almost half of the class are sleeping? o_o

I managed to complete a few tasks. I was so happy that I completed the poster for the membership drive for PlanetMovers last weekend. Much thanks to Ying for the nice and cute picture. Much thanks to Carmen as well, for such inspiring words. *big big smile* I also did managed to call up 2 companies to sponsor our camp. Well, it was a huge challenge for me because I never done such things before. It was a really good experience by the way. :D :D

Cy and Vincent came to my house today. For fun I supposed? Funny thing was, they were waiting for me outside my house. They say that they wanna wait for me to come back from college only enter. Well, I saw them sleeping in the car. How cute! :D

We were watching Hulk and lucky thing my DVD player was still working. o_o I did actually had fun watching with them, except that Vincent was like hitting our heads with my brother's badminton racket. I think I spoilt the mood as well because I was asking them questions here and there as well. Sorry if you guys got annoyed! >< I really did enjoy their company. Thanks a lot!

I was supposed to complete my maths work but I kept thinking that it is the end of the week. I think it is time for me slack for a while.

2008-09-12T23:45:00.002+08:00

I'm really hoping that I am making the right decision. Well, a new start, a new beginning. That's all I have to say.

I somehow felt that I'm gaining more freedom, and not to worry about anything anymore. I used to always think of the way I treat him, as in always giving cold shoulder when he wants to be close with me and all. It was because I'm feeling very uneasy and I cannot help it. I'm really sorry.

I shall not be emo anymore. Back to happy things. Today, I drove to college myself. MYSELF i repeat. A very very big accomplishment. :) Moreover, I even sent ruien back home as well after college. Well, it was a busy day for me. I was attending a debate session because I was there to support. Tze ern, Carmun and I went to ATC to attend the debate organised by AI. :D It was a really good debate about death penalty.

I nearly bang cars today and the traffic was so terrible. Basically, I had a dramatic day. Well, jin said it is more like a hectic day. I kinda agree. I think it is dramatic and hectic at the same time. Freaky-ness!

I just came back from a birthday party. Well, we were playing tanglungs and my friend bought me an Ultraman. It was so adorable! :D :D I was so stress free during the party. It just reminds me of old times being a little kid. There is nothing to worry about when you're in the playground. *smiles* After the party, we went to mamak and I managed to reach back home about 12. Lucky thing my parents didn't say anything, if not I think I'll be in BIG BIG trouble.

2008-09-02T19:38:00.004+08:00

Classes are back. I guess my busy schedule is coming back soon I supposed.

Guess what, I thought there was only Physics test after college starts. Instead, there were also Biology test and Chemistry worksheet (12 pages) to be completed. As for the exams, of course I haven't started studying la! And, it is all due tomorrow. I began asking myself, what had I been doing during the holidays? There were 2 weeks of holidays.

I thought about it really hard and couldnt really answer myself because I think I did have plenty of things to do. Even some of the things which I am supposed to do were not completed.

For example,

I was supposed to design and come up with ideas for the decorations.

I marked as X for that.

I was supposed to buy new shoes, I mean sport shoes. I said that ever since the time when my exams was over.

I marked as X for that. Again.

I was supposed to answer a reply whether to wanna work in some shop during the weekends.

I marked as X for that. I think I still couldn't make up my mind YET.

Argh. My things are like never ending, come and go. I think I'm worrying things too much. Take it easy! Mushroom head. :\

I guess I shall be miserable today as well, got influenced by Carmun. Somebody forgotten when is my birthday. :( I need somebody to cheer me up.

2008-09-01T14:46:00.008+08:00

Pictures requested by chung many many times. And, I decided to post it out. Today, I'll be posting pictures I took the other day in Mid Valley. o_o It was during dinner time.
So shy!

*cough cough*

*cough cough cough*
I'll be missing chatting with you!

I like his hair! So much better than somebody's one.

Finally, not so shy anymore!

That's all.

2008-08-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

I went to Mid Valley today to meet up with my lower secondary friends. I never seen them ever since SPM. :D

Somehow, I was supposed to follow Alex there, but in the end, it was Jian Wai who picked me up. :D so sweeeeet! Oh yah, Kang Sheng was also in the car as well. kekekeke. Since the 3 of us do not know the way to go Mid Valley, we were searching for the route using Google Earth. (seriously) Somehow, they managed to reach my housing area but we got lost in KL when we wanna go Mid Valley. Lucky thing, I called my dad and ask for directions.

He said, 'Aiyohh. Just follow Bangsar road only la. Just go straight all the way.' Of course we made it. :D

It was the 8 of us. :D Tung Herr wanted to go for the fish spa. Obviously he didn't go for the session because it was out of budget and none of us wanted to do it. Moreover, he was hungry as well and looking for food. And, someone in the group recommended that eating the fish while enjoying the spa. Imagine how gross was that. o_o

So, what did I do today? Purposely buy socks for bowling, bowling, eating at Kim Gary and teman-ing somebody to buy some 'personal' things in Jusco (I shall not say anymore details). :D

My song for today.

George Michael - Careless Whisper.

I know, it is another one of the old songs. Like during the 80's I supposed. It was all started when I heard it on the radio few years back, I think it was at night. Normally, the radio stations plays old music during the night and somehow I felt that it is very romantic. Basically, this song is very sweet, the lyrics and the tune. I think it was last week that my dad was singing this song out loud in the car. And, as for my college friends, they loved this song so much as well. I think they're having the same interest as me as in liking old songs. Especially those love romantic ones. My heart just melts everytime I listened to it.

2008-08-28T23:51:00.003+08:00

I'm not going jungle trekking anymore. :(

It's very sad. I know.

I really do not know what to blog about. I guess I'll blog random things. From today onwards, I'll be blogging about a song everyday that reminds me of certain events.

Barry Manilow - Can't Smile Without You.

I love this song really much. It was all started when I was with my friends in the cinema. I just fall in love with the song once it was played in the movie Hellboy II. Well, my other friends also loved it as well. And also, I remembered hearing Adrian singing this song to me and Carmen because we couldn't remember how the song was like all of a sudden. (He was just singing to make us recall the song.) And, I went to watch the movie for the 2nd time with Carmun (the first time was with Kim and Sherrie), and we were singing in the cinema. :D I love that scene a lot. The drunk scene. :P Awesome-ness.

2008-08-26T23:55:00.002+08:00

The Music Shuffle Meme

1. Put your iTunes/ music player/ phone on Shuffle

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. You must put down the song name no matter what. After you’ve answered all of the questions, tag 5 other people and then let them know they’ve been tagged to the meme themselves.

1.What would best describe your personality? I Don’t Wanna Miss A Thing – Aerosmith.

2.What do you like in a guy/girl? Hot Stuff (Let’s Dance) – Craig David. *giggles*

3.How do you feel today? All I Have – J.Lo ft. Ll Cool J.

4.What is your life's purpose? Opera 2 – Vitas.

5.What is your motto? No Air – Jordin Sparks ft. Chris Brown.

6.What do your friends think of you? Can't Smile Without You – Barry Manilow!! :)

7.What do you think of your parents? Smoky Mountain Memories – David Archuleta

8.What do you think about very often? Have You Ever - Westlife

9.What do you think of your best friend? Everytime We Touch – Cascada. O_O

10.What do you think of your crush? Stolen – Jay Sean.

11.What is your life story? Sugar Sugar – Archies.

12.What do you want to be when you grow up? You Know My Name – Chris Cornell.

13.What do you think when you see your crush? Baby Love – Nicole Scherzinger ft Wil.I.Am. <3

14.What do your parents think of you? 1,2 Step – Ciara.

15.What do strangers think of you? I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off (Me & You) – Fall Out Boy.

16.What will they play at your funeral? There You'll Be – Faith Hill

17.What will you dance to at your wedding? Do It Well – Jennifer Lopez.

18.What is your hobby/interest? The City Is At War – Cobra Starship. *bwahaha*

19.What do you think of your friends? Fighter – Christina Aguilera.

20.What song do you listen to when you are sad? Dream Big – David Cook.

21.What song do you air guitar to? Teardrops On My Guitar – Taylor Swift.

22.What should be your signature karaoke song? I Live My Life For You - Firehouse

23.What is your greatest desire? Tell Me – P. Diddy ft Christina Aguilera.

24.What does next year have in store for you? Bubbly - Cobbie Caillat.

25.What's your outlook on life? Don't Speak – No Doubt.

26.How will you die? Hero – Nickelback.

27.Do people secretly lust after you? Lonely No More – Rob Thomas.

28.The best advice you will ever get – L-O-V-E – Nat King Cole.

29.What will I be doing for the next 3 months? When I'm Gone – Simple Plan. [omg]

30.What do you think of the person who tagged you? Big Girls Don't Cry – Fergie.*I tag myself :D*

31.What will your future mother-in-law be like? I Write Sins Not Tragedies – Panic! at The Disco. *fuuu-yoh!*

32.What is the favourite song of the doctor who will help deliver your baby? When You Are Gone – Avril Lavigne.

33.If you wrote a book, what would it be about? Thnks Fr Th Mmrs – Fall Out Boy.

34.What sort of world ruler would you be? Promiscuous – Nelly Furtado ft. Timberland.

35.Will you ever get a dog or cat? Love Song – Sara Bareilles.

36.What would you say at your Oscar/Nobel prize acceptance speech? Right Where You Want Me – Jesse McCartney.

37.What is your superpower? Sorry – Buckcherry. *really true :D*

38.Why are you attracted to enigmatic brooders? Way Back Into Love – from Music and Lyrics.

2008-08-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

My plans for this week?

Many.

Jungle trekking, movie, meetings, work, wedding dinner and the list goes on.

I doubt I can go for everything. And, I totally forgotten about the revision that has to be done by this week. I'm having exams next week. I'm doomed.

2008-08-17T23:33:00.003+08:00

Finally, I got time to answer the tags. The first one.

Instructions: Remove one question from below and add in your own question, make it a total 25 questions. Then tag 8 people from your list. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them that they have been tagged.

1. At what age you wish to marry?
Around 25-30.

2. Will you consider sexual relationships before marriage?
I guess not.

3.Do you smoke?
Of course not. I can't breathe at all.

4. What is the meanest thing you've done to other people?
Saying things that hurt other people? I'm saying sorry to everyone.

5. Who did you mostly texted lately?
If it's lately, I think it’s Matt. Well, I always text Jin. :)

6. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Married and earning lots of money.

7. What is the latest thing you bought with your own money?
Credit.

8. State 3 people of the opposite sex that first comes to your mind.
Jin, Yi Tang, Matt. It is because I am talking to them now. Hahaha.

9. Who will you most likely date?
It depends.

10. Who would you ask to go for a dance with?
No idea. I guess I'll wait for somebody to ask me?

11. How many kids do you want?
Probably 3 is enough.

12. Are you loyal?
Of course!

13. Where is the latest restaurant you had dinner?
Restoran Damansara Hokkien Mee Damansara. :) the food is good.

14. Will you tell the person you like about your feelings towards her?
I always will. In front of them.

15. Name the latest book you bought?
My brother's friend's present. Mr. Midnight.

16. Do you believe in God?
Yeah.

17. Do you like your relatives?
Of course I do. o_o

18. Name your favourite game or sport.
Yoga.

19. Name the first person that comes into your mind now.
Jin.

20. The most exciting place you want to go?
Japan.

21. Hugs or Kisses?
Kisses.

22. Single or attached?
Can I not answer this question?

23. Do you do your laundry?
I’m too lazy to do it.

24. Point out 5 things about the person who tag you.
Scott is funny, always smiling, very persuasive, polite and cheerful!

25. If the world were to end, who would you spend for last moments with?
Everybody. :(

I tag:

whoever who wants to do it. *smiles*

2008-08-12T00:14:00.005+08:00

I was supposed to do answer 2 tags, but I think I'll just do it later on. As what I promised earlier to Yisan, I'm uploading the pictures. Well, the pictures aren't as nice as those pictures she always take, because it was Darrel behind the camera. :P Basically, most of the pictures are him and Danil. Danil looked a bit high by the way. Most of it are candid shots. I'm posting everything, except few of them. :)

Presenting...

what happen to Danil? o_o

as usual, the 'normal' pose by Darrel with his brother JC.

=p

what happen to Danil again? haha! :P blurr Tai Yang.

the usual Darrel's pose. o_o and me. :D

O_O

ask Darrel about it.

guess whose hands were those? the one with beer?

a small group picture.

hmmm.

they all looked so tired. I guess they're dreaming.

another group picture. Danil looked high. :P

not ready.

ready. :)

Ying and Danil.

happy peoples. :D

I love this picture the most. :D so cute!

Zet didn't pose for this picture. Others? POSERS.

posers again! lala pose.

BK is busy laughing, JC is busy eating.

Jade and Zet. :D

lala pose again.

a very nice picture. :) very yeng a.k.a cool.

some of us.

That's about it. It took me an hour to upload everything! Time to sleep. Nights.

2008-08-05T23:45:00.001+08:00

I'm back. :D

I didn't update for a long time not because I didn't want to. It was because I cannot online at all. o_o I can online only on the weekends but I'll be using the weekends to do poster and facebook only. Too lazy to update posts. So I shall update everything now.

Last Thurday
I went out just to meet up with Caleb for dinner. It was the 4 of us, Caleb, Chooi Ying, Fadzli and I. Everyone remembers/knows who is Caleb? :D Well, I managed to see him online and he told me he's back in M'sia. I was like, I got to meet him up because I never seen him ever since Form 2! We managed to talk for some time but only taken 2 pictures! It was because me and Chooi Ying had to leave early. I'm going to miss him, I have no idea when am I going to meet him again. Btw, he always call me kor kor. It is very random, I know! :P

Last Friday
My friends and I wanted to catch the Journey to The Centre of The Earth in 3D in KLCC. However, there were no viewing times anymore. Therefore, we went there just to have lunch. Sushi King! I love eating my sweet beancurd. My Inari. I wanted to eat a lot of them, but it was so costly! Haha. I'm broke already, beacuse I've been always eating out. I was telling myself not to go out for lunch/dinner anymore already. I managed to learn to take the LRT and lucky thing Matt could send me back home from one of the stations. Thank you!

Last Saturday
It was the 2nd day of the first aid course and it was quite okay. I'll update on the test. The theory was quite hard but the practical was quite okay. Overall, I'll shall rate it alright only. Hopefully I'll pass and I might be getting the results tomorrow! Talking about results. The A-level exam results will be out on next Thursday! I hope it will be good news overall. I'm having very high expectations on my Maths and Chemistry. Those two are my strong subjects. I'll have to score!

Yesterday
I told myself not to go for the lunch party but I really wanna celebrate my friend's birthday. They told me that I can owe them first and they wanted to eat Manhattan's Fish Market. I nearly fainted. I was like telling myself, 'I am out of cash!'. But, all of them were asking me to go and I just tagged along. Lucky thing, Wei Jin said that he could send me home, if not I won't even considering going. I felt bad for always using his transport, but he was so nice to offer and I couldn't resist. Free ride woh! :P That's when I met up with san! :P she was just so delighted that she got her book. Lol. And we're planning to go for the run next Friday I supposed? Haha.

Today
Hmmm. Nothing must happened. Just that my friends were kinda crazy and fun. They asked me to get pau-s for them, but they requested rabbit pau and kangaroo pau. How am I going to get for them? I think they're jealous because they saw me eating the red bean pau. Hahaha! They're really nice and I really like to hang out with them too. They kept on telling me to build up my self-esteem because my confidence level is still very low. I always have this habit of always feeling bad and can't help saying sorry. I'm also reacting that way even with them. I guess they're not hating me since they're nice. :) I guess I think too much again. thank you girls!

As for this week's planning, all of it falls on this coming Friday. It is divided into afternoon and the night.

Afternoon
I might be going for the art exhibition, which is situated at KLCC.

Or, I might be going for lunch with my friends at Jack's place in ou.

At night
I might be going for my friend's party again at night. I will be having free food!

Or, I might be going to the rubik's party at night as well.

Or, I should just stay at home and watch the Olympics opening ceremony.

I haven't decided what I want to do yet, but most likely I'll be going for the art exhibition. Now, my problem is just the transport. Back to square one. Ahhhh!

2008-07-27T09:45:00.002+08:00

I was too tired to update my entry yesterday. Well, the first aid course went on quite well. I'll be having exams next week to obtain the cert. :) There'll be theory and practical, which means I'll have to study. That's why Jin chicken out at the last minute. *giggles* Too bad I didn't take any pictures. We were all too busy listening to the instructor. :P

I'll update more later if anything interesting since now it is still the early morning. Toodles! Off to do chemistry now. :P

2008-07-25T23:22:00.005+08:00

I attended the sushi making class and saving the world club today. :)

Look at my sushi!

It is the 1st sushi roll I made in my entire life. There were actually 10 pieces. Haha. I reserved the final 2 pieces for my parents to try. :)

I'm sleeping soon because I have to wake up early tomorrow and drive to college. o_o means, I'll leave the house about 7 plus in order to reach there early. Why am I going to college? Of course, it is for the first aid course. :)

2008-07-24T19:50:00.002+08:00

[editted]

Exactly last week, I took this random shot.

Yeah, I know. I look pathetic with that messy hair and exhausted look.

If you guys cannot see it clearly, the drink is called Whatever. Some of you might knew about this thing for a long time. And it does freaks me out. It is like playing a guessing game. You will never know what's the flavour for your drink until you open the can. Btw, it is a drink made from s'pore. :) There is another type, it is called Anything. So, it's kinda like, 'Hey, what do you wanna drink? Anything.' o_o

Oh nooo. Tomorrow will be the day for me to save the world and make sushi. I’ll definitely attend both of my choices. As for upcoming events, I might even go shopping in Bangsar as well. As for the transport, I have no clue about it. Even going for a party tomorrow night, I'll feel really lonely and I have no transport. Again.

I'm off to do my lovely maths work. It's all the evil graphs and scary lines. Functions. o_o

2008-07-23T18:03:00.004+08:00

My day started off like this. I had maths for the early class. During the lesson, I got a message from Edward saying that he wants to meet me, Carmun and Tze Ern for an urgent meeting for the Planet Movers.

Well, it's time to save the world! :)

However, I was supposed to have the WHO meeting at the exact time as well, for the second time. How am I supposed to split myself to half again? I felt really bad to inform Wei Jin that I could only attend his meeting like an hour later. This is because he planned the meeting since last week!

I'm really sorry!

In short, I had 2 meetings in 1 day. So tiring!

After the chemistry class, I went back to main block and had my 'so called' proper lunch. Lucky thing, one of my classes was cancelled. I managed to have a lot of rests today. So here am I, just came back from college because Jin sent me back. Thanks! <3 (For those people who know where my house is, call me out for yam cha anytime okay? :P)

It seemed like it's another nice and lovely day, except that I'm feeling kinda sick now! After inhaling all the cigarette's smoke during my 'not so called proper' lunch time at some mamak place, I nearly felt like dying. My chest hurts like anything now. I think I'm really sensitive to the cigarette's smoke. I guess sooner or later, I might die because of second hand smoke. o_o

2008-07-21T23:30:00.005+08:00

Monday.

My planning for today.

I have to go ou and get movie tickets in advanced for the Friday movie. :)

However, that plan had to be cancelled because 1 of my primary friend said that he couldn't make it because he'll be having football training. Football. Argh. So, I was thinking, am I seriously going to spend my Monday all day at home? My class ended at 12, which means I'll be back home about 1 plus by bus. I was thinking that I'll be bored to death!

So, I had my second plan.

I asked Yi Tang whether wanna go have lunch.

I knew he is having his holiday for only today. But, he told me that he had to be at home. Oh nooo.. So I had no choice, but to go back home. Lucky thing, wei jin said that he could send me back home, therefore my day wasn't that miserable because if I were to take the bus back, I felt that I was going to be so depressed and lonely. I told him I would leave the class first because I had to get something.

Then, I met 2 of my classmates. They told me they're going ou to catch a movie. I didnt't know about the plans because we were having different classes eventhough same subject. And I was like, I wanna go too! Since all my plans were not going well.

So I tag along with them.

It was me, Sherrie and Kim, the 3 of us. Well, I'm not really close with them, but I did have fun with them. We went ou sitting Kim's car and I was kinda freaked out during the journey. It was just me, too phobia because of the traffic. Sorry Kim! ><

We watched Hellboy and we thought the movie was quite okay. I love the music singing part, it is very sweet. :P Then, I was supposed to go back by bus but in the end I called Matt to send me back. Aww. He is so sweet. Thanks a lot!

So that's about it. My day didn't turned out the way it was planned before, but it was okay. Haha. :D Cheers.

2008-07-20T11:05:00.004+08:00

I have so many plans for the upcoming week.

I might be joining the sushi making classes in order to be involved in the event upcoming august. Well, the event is pretty important and exciting. :) Malaysian book of records? :P I'll let you guys do the guessing.

I might be going for the canada university talk on friday.

I might be going for the planet movers meeting and hopefully things get right this week.

I might be going out on friday to watch a movie with my old primary friends and do some shopping as well.

However,

I can only choose 1 out of this 4. And, I'm still confused and haven't make up my mind. Guys, help me? Pretty pretty please? :)

Thanks.

As for the August month, I'll definitely be joining the first aid course. As for the not sure events, I might be attending the mini concert and the upcoming sushi event.

2008-07-16T18:08:00.009+08:00

It is the middle of the week already. How fast was that?

Lately, I was just having dilemma about choosing which uni to go later on. I definitely won't be going UK. Too far and way too expensive. I probably just will be doing twinning programme local. :)

On Monday, we celebrated Tze Ern's birthday at delicious in bangsar village with my college mates. There were 8 of us. It was supposed to be a really fun outing. However, me and su anne were having a tough time eating. >< basically it is just a very long story. In short, the food we ate didn't turn out the way it is. Well, she got some voucher but I didn't. I'm totally fine with it. :D

On Tuesday, which was yesterday, I stayed back college to attend some briefing about studying pharmacy in UK. It was just a learning experience for me because I will not be studying there anyways. :) I have decided what will I be doing later on in future and hopefully I will not regret it.

As for today, I stayed back again to attend another briefing. Honestly, I was waiting for him because he said he could send me back. :P That's all about what was going on for today. As for tonight's plans, I'll be doing my homework, since there are so many of them! But, I'll be online as well, if anyone of you wanna talk to me. Cheers.

Oops!

I just remembered something really sweet. My friend drew this very long time ago. And her name is Hui Yi.

And, it reminds me of this phone chain.

p/s: Sorry! The picture isn't clear enough.

2008-07-11T19:32:00.004+08:00

It is end of the week for the 1st week of college. Well, everything seemed to be back like the normal days. Quite a lot of the people changed. Many people left HELP as well. As for my class, two peoples left to outstation already. The good thing about it is that, during lab sessions, we do not have to squeeze ourselves in the class. The bad thing is, one of them who left used to always excite the class. Actually, I kinda miss him being around the class. His hyper-ness and random-ness.
I do not know what to update actually, since there isn't anyone who reads my post. o_o Well, I saw a car got scratched by the shuttle bus on Wednesday. It was awful. :) Guess what, it was an Audi.

2008-07-05T11:41:00.004+08:00

Tagged by Alvin.

8 things I'm passionate about:
1. rubik's cube
2. chemistry
3. youtube.com
4. environment
5. handphone
6. fluff friends
7. love story manga
8. spot the difference game

8 things I say too often:
1. sorry
2. omg
3. crap
4. so
5. are you being serious?
6. lol
7. hahahaha
8. too bad!

8 books I read recently: (I think I'll change it to reading materials)
1. reader's digest may issue
2. reader's digest june issue
3. reader's digest july issue
4. cleo july issue
5. a lot a lot of love story theme for manga (more than 4)
6. reference books for my a-level exams
(I'll assumed it reached till 8)

8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
1. David Cook - Always Be My Baby (studio version)
2. Firehouse - I'll Live My Life For You
3. No Doubt - Don't Speak
4. Alicia Keys - If I Ain't Got You
5. Avril Lavigne - When You Are Gone
6. Emily Shackelton - Dream Big
7. Justin Lo - Ming Ying
8. Landy Wen - Zhu Wo Sheng Ri Kuai Le

8 things I learnt for the past years:
1. I should not think too much.
2. Sleeping with the lights on will make me having eye bags.
3. I'll be having bad headache during the night all because of watching too much television during the day.
4. Use cold water to wash hair.
5. The hours of nap I have in the afternoon will be the hours for me to roll on the bed before sleeping at night.
6. The battery of my phone can only be charged for 2 hours, if not the battery will spoil.
7. Always be there for somebody who needs you because you might need that somebody one day.
8. Just cry as much as I can if feeling sad. Keeping it inside is no use.

8 people I tag
1. Matt
2. Carmen
3. Hui Yi
4. Yi Tang
5. Jie Min
6. Tse Ern
7. Kim
8. Paik Hwa

2008-07-04T23:45:00.001+08:00

What a day. I nearly paid rm50 for movie tickets (which was only cost rm14) and mum and brother were planning not to watch it. I was doing a good deed buying them tickets to watch during the weekend, and mum said that maybe she's not going. About the rm50, I eventually got back the change eventhough I went to collect it half an hour later. I totally forgot about it until lunch time. Thank god.

My day started off like this. I went to college because Carmen, Gin Peng and I were planning to get the college books since college is starting soon. I was the first one who reached and I met up with Li Ling. There was this orientation for the new intake A-level students. She was there to help out. After that, Carmen arrived and we were waiting for Gin Peng. Then, we met Wei Jin and Scott. Our movie was on 12:10 and when we left college, it was about 11:20. By the way, we left college by bus and it'll take us at least half an hour to reach! Luckily, we managed to collect our tickets before they released it (because we booked it). Then we saw Nic and Satish. That's about what was going on for the entire day. I saw lots of peoples!

During the night, my mum told me that maybe she can make it for the movie with my brother. I was so happy! Very happy. My rm14 will not be wasted eventually. Thank god again.

2008-07-02T17:23:00.001+08:00

I just came back from an outing, but it's more like 2 outings. :D Funny thing was, li ling asked me whether want to go to her house to eat lunch and matt also asked me whether we can catch a lunch today or not. Omg. Everyone is being last minute and I really do want to do both things. However, I couldn't split myself to go for 3 things right! I'm just so sad. But, I was glad that they actually asked. :) I'm a happy girl today. Well, I met ken and mel today. I guess they were doing the same thing as I was. *giggles*

Finally, I was able to watch the movies that I wanna watch. Basically, I spent a total of rm28 for movie tickets today! I promised to belanja one, but the other one never pays me back! I didn't even mention about belanjaing the other person. You know who you are. :O

Well, that's about all I was doing about half the day. Tonight, I think I'll be watching drama and reading manga again. ;)

2008-07-01T19:05:00.003+08:00

Wow. I never update for weeks. Sorry to those people who reads my posts frequent. (I hope there is) *giggles*

As I was posting earlier, I told you guys that I'm supposed to watch KFP this holiday. Well, it didn't happen. >< I think I'll just try my luck for the third time to watch it next week when college starts. *finger crosses* Basically, I've been going to college to attend meetings and all. And, when I'm at home, I was just with the laptop reading manga and listening to songs. That's about how I spent my entire holidays. I wished I could work back at the same place, but I had to stay at home for some reasons. I actually felt that they really need me to work, and it makes me feel bad when I visit them.

Ahhh. I don't know what else to blog about. Let me just tell you guys what are my plannings for now.

1. Have to watch KFP next week if it is still viewing. If not, I'll explode.

2. Have to go out and have lunch with somebody. You know who you are. We have to make it next week already. I don't care!

3. Might wanna join cy and vincent for the run this Sunday. Hopefully I can. :)

4. Want to play football. This Friday perhaps?

5. Another lunch date with the aristolians. :)

6. Get my driving license A.S.A.P. I still have not collected it eventhough I passed.

2008-06-13T09:39:00.004+08:00

I went to college yesterday to attend the first meeting for WHO. Well, it turned out quite well. We had discussions and presentations. We discussed things among ourselves. 6 people attended the meeting, plus the leader, wei jin. From what I heard, UN club is planning on few events until the end of this year. We're responsible to make sure it'll happen as we're part of the team. :)

After the meeting, Carmun and I were going to ou to meet Hui Yi and Su Xin. We were talking all the time and it was funny that we reached the bus stop pretty quick. To make it funnier, there was a bus slowing down and the bus driver seemed to be showing the face offering us a bus ride. Hahahaha. We quickly asked him to stop and we went up the bus. Pretty lucky right? :D

After reaching ou, we meet up with them and had lunch together. Omg. I guess we were a little hyper while having lunch. We were talking about silly things and laughing all the way. Besides, the meal was quite nice and affordable. ;) After that, we went to catch a movie, Prom Night.

Before the movie even started, I guess we were the loudest people in the cinema. We were laughing about commercials too. Luckily, there was no one sitting nearby. But for our row, they could hear our reactions man. Su Xin and Carmun were like okay watching it, Hui Yi was a bit scared but I was the worst! Hahahaha. For some viewers might think it is not scary at all, but I was freaked out the entire time. Omg. I was like telling myself that I can't take it anymore the entire time. The thing i hate about watching this type of movies is that the background sound scared you out. Sudden loud sounds will scare me already. I guess 70% of the movie; I was closing my eyes with my handbag. o_o Well, it was so much fun eventhough it scares the hell out of me.

I wanna go out with them again. It was lots of fun! Cheers. :)

2008-06-11T23:52:00.004+08:00

Finally, I had the chance to go out and have fun. :) Well, I went out with jin today. I thought he was supposed to pick me up, however I was wrong all along. Therefore, I had to walk to the bus stop at the last minute but I managed to catch a bus. The bus was waiting for me because he saw me running towards it! How lucky was I.

Overall, the outing was pretty fun. We watched the Superhero Movie. Omg. It was so hilarious and stupid. Bascially, some of the parts I just do not get it. Jin claimed that I was too innocent. o_o Oh well.. Jin lent me the bleach Cds. I will be having lots of episode to watch during the holidays.

Just look at the stack of Cd's. It'll be bleach fever all the way. Woohoo! :)

I was supposed to go for my dribing test today. But it was postponed. Argh! I was so pissed of it since yesterday. I paid extra and went for lessons on Monday and Tuesday just to be ready for my test on Wednesday and they told me it was postponed last minute. I really felt like I was scammed, but I do felt at the same time that it was beneficial after all because I'm more confident in driving the highway now. :)

Basically, now I'll be having extra lessons because they couldn't put my name in for that particular test area. It'll be another venue and I had to go there and check it out and practice all the 3 things all over again. Basically, all the methods I learnt earlier on couldn't be used. The parking had no poles for guidance; the 3 point turn area was so small, and the slope was not that steep compared to last time. Argh! All over again. But lucky me, I managed to learn everything within half an hour. :)

It was a pretty tough day for me. Luckily, I went for the outing. I did had lots of fun. <3

2008-06-10T23:37:00.007+08:00

Tagged by Ying.

1.What do you want the most now?
To get my driving license as soon as possible. *furious*

2.Who is the person you trust the most?
My sister.

3.Are you in love?
I am. I still do.

4.If you have a dream come true..
Being able to communicate properly with people and not being a loner all the time. Oh yah, I wished I can handle things in a positive, basically stop thinking negatively.

5.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Well, I do. But I doubt I encounter one before.

6.What's your goal for this year?
Being able to get good results for my A-level test all the way through semester.

7.Do you believe in eternity?
I used to believe when I read those story books when I was younger. It was all related to magic potions and all. Well now, I do believe there's eternity if everyone are eating at the right way and do exercise regularly and keeping the body fit.

8.Have you ever broken a person's heart that he/she wanted to commit suicide?
Had. And I wished it didn't happen at all. It caused lots of trouble to me, my friends and even him.

9.What feeling do you love the most?
When I'm hugging my boaster.

10.What are the requirements for your other half?
Taller than me, stronger than me, able to melt my heart when I hear him saying sweet things, preferable a bit a muscles, charming and do not have hairy chest hair. *smiles*

11.What kind of feeling do you hate the most?
When I can feel my sweat is everywhere. It feels sticky.

12.Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Obviously. I regretted that she's not my friend anymore. I do miss her at times.

13.What do you want to do in the future?
At times I felt that I'm interested in studying pharmacy, but then at times I felt that I wanna be a social worker. Sometimes even felt like becoming a chef or baker. *giggles*

14.What is the most important thing in your life?
My handphone.

15. How did you feel last night?
Depressed over connection problems.

16.Who do hope to be always there for you?
Everyone.

17.When do you think the world will end?
When there are no more humans on earth.

18.The world ends tomorrow. What will you do?
I shall not be negative. It will not happen. :)

19.What do you think of the person that tagged you?
She's very sweet. She seemed sleepy all the times, but I know that she's not. And she's also a smart person. I can ask her any questions, especially maths. Basically, she’s a really good friend of mine. *hugs*

20.What do you want to know right now?
My future. This is because I'm having dilemma in choosing options in life. Too much thinking and it's driving me crazy.

Then add 4 people in your list and list them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged! =)

1. Carmun
2. Matt
3. Hui Yi
4. Kim

2008-06-09T21:46:00.001+08:00

I had my driving lesson today ever since the last month. Well, my instructor thought that I couldn't remember anything, but I proved him wrong. *smiles* My exam will be on Wednesday and I'll have to get ready by then. Today, I managed to drive back home from Gombak. Hehehehe. My instructor suggested me to watch KFP for this holiday. Well, I'll be watching it with carmun and gin peng, but we haven’t confirmed which day yet.

I missed the outing yesterday. When will be the next outing? I need to see everybody. :( I miss a whole lot of them. After seeing the pictures in san's blog, I felt so emo and lonely. ><

Seriously speaking, I'm really confused about my life now. Even my goals of becoming a pharmacist are also affected. I don't know where to turn to right now. Even for my holidays, I don’t know what I am going to do for the whole month. Sadz.

2008-06-08T00:04:00.002+08:00

Ever since the exam ended, I was planning to get a part time job and just work for this month. However, my plan is ruined. I got to help out my dad in his shop because he needs me in his shop occasionally. Therefore, I could not get any job for this month, which means no more extra pocket money!

I have been helping out in his shop for 2 days. Tomorrow will be the 3rd day. Even though I felt that it is better for me to work for other people, but I felt that I also benefit for working for my dad. *smiles* I actually revised my chemistry work yesterday and learnt Japanese words today. Funny right when the shop is an optical shop?

Well, one of his worker having the same age as I do. He asked for guidance for chemistry yesterday and I helped him out. Well, he is taking STPM whereas I am taking A-level Edexcel. Even though the syllabus for both programmes is different, I was glad that I could help him out yesterday.

As for today, he taught me Japanese. He learnt an extra language when he was in secondary school (I think so). Well, he was really good. He taught me the basics and I could write out the words already. *grins* Now, he's on his way back to his hometown because his term is starting soon. The first time I saw him was his 1st day of work, and today is the last day I'll be seeing him which is his last day of work. Sigh. I'll be missing him because he is quite nice. :)

Do you know what does ajinomoto means? Direct translation to mandarin is 味道的基礎. I hope I’m right. :D

2008-06-05T23:54:00.004+08:00

Tagged.

What you all might not know about me. [State 10 things]

1. I can sleep in a sitting down position.

2. I love to eat oats.

3. I used to wet my legs with water before putting on comfy socks. (smiles)

4. If you ask me to stop crying when I am crying, I'll cry even more.

5. My face turns red easily (well obviously), at RANDOM times.

6. I prefer drinking hot milo instead of cold milo.

7. I am addicted to fluff friends in facebook.

8. I can make myself having tears within 10 seconds.

9. Currently, I am addicted in reading Reader's Digest.

10. I am always by my ownself all the time. :)

I wanna tag Carmen, Hui Yi, Kim, Jie Min and Matt.

2008-06-02T17:18:00.000+08:00

I just had my C1 and C2 mathematics paper. Well, the test papers were quite easy and I supposed that I will be able to get full marks. I guess I better not be too confident yet, but that’s what I was really hoping for. Full marks for both papers. *smiles*

I’ll be having my Biology papers tomorrow. Unit 1 and unit 2. Guess what, I’m not ready yet. I still haven’t finish reading unit 1 and I’m ready for unit 2. I’ll be starting my work pretty soon. About my lan exams, I passed both papers! :D which means I do not have to retake the paper again and start all over again.

I really want to go out and have fun. I also have to take my driving test. Believe me or not, I still don’t have the license. I really hope by June, I’ll be able to drive and go out almost everyday and have fun! I’m having WHO meeting for UN this Friday and I really hope I can remember it. If not, wei jin, the head of the WHO will be emo-ing all day. Hahaha!

2008-05-25T00:02:00.004+08:00

i miss playing maple. sobz. >< i was just looking through maple screenshots and realised that my relationship with him, it was all started from maple. :)

i miss hanging out with ks late at night with maple. i still remember the times where we play the card game till 3am or so. he was so nice to teman me! i wonder whether is he still playing or not. hmmm. well, this is really cute. i love this 2 screenshots.

2008-05-22T23:32:00.003+08:00

i did my physics test today. omg. it was terrible. im feeling so exhausted now, been studying since 10 in the library until 4 something for the exams. in the end, it turned out really bad. the questions were tough and im thinking of dropping the subject. totally!

but, american idol results made my day. :D hahaha. carmun smsed me right away when she knew the results. but, i knew the results before her. hahaha. :)

currently, im playing this game. its pretty cool. it uses lots of strategy and thinkings. :D very very exciting. try it. its some robotic game from the website.

click me!

2008-05-14T23:30:00.001+08:00

i thought i could blog more often, but instead i was wrong. eventhough my phone line is fixed, i dont have a modem to go online. >< really really sad.

so many things happened lately. and i dont know where to start from. but i think i'll just talk about today. :D i went to my dad's shop to help him out while i was trying to start doing revision for my phyiscs. more like multitasking. however, it didnt worked out at all. my eyes were like closing whenever i see physics diagrams and definition. it was knocking me out. lol. instead, i went around playing with the contact lense. i begged my dad that i wanna wear contacts, well, he said okay la. go and try and see. i spent a lot of my time trying to wear the contact lenses, and it was really tough. my eyes cant stop blinking when i was looking at the mirror. remember what we learnt in biology? involuntary action? i cant even control my eyes to stop blinking! o_o

and i ate a lot today. i went to collect the 2 free big macs. i was practising the chant on monday and yesterday as well. today, its my time to show off my skills! hahaha. i managed to finish of the chant in 2 seconds sharp. :D hahahahahahaha. that's pretty fast. lol. i think. :P

oh yah. i didnt manage to get the scholarship, but i wont just give up. im appealing for the scholarship again, hopefully i'll really get it if someone let go his/her scholarship chance. :P wish me luck AGAIN. :) jin will be having his stats test tomorrow. a good luck hug to you! :D *hugs*

i miss everybody! aristolians, i never see you guys for a very very long time. as for college friends, the last time i see you guys was yesterday, and i couldnt make it for lessons today. and i'll be only seeing you guys next thurs. sadz. :(

2008-05-04T23:09:00.004+08:00

my phone line is fixed, and i can blog more often now. :)

i was really feeling lonely these days actually, i cant online at home and signing on my msn to chat with peoples. there are few peoples that i wanna talk to actually. i miss talking to darrel and kenneth online. i never talk to alvin and danil for a long time online too. same goes to yisan, i never talk to her for quite some time. im missing everybody eventhough we're still keeping in touch. moreover, i've been busy with mock exams and the real exams are coming soon too. there were so many places i wanted to go but i cant go as well. like on friday, i wanted to go back kdu and i couldnt make it because there were no transport. i wanted to go ou to have lunch with my classmates, but i got to be at home to do something. i was supposed to watch iron man with him, but both of us couldnt make it. sigh. ><

therefore, lately i've been emailing my sister. she made me felt like she's just right beside me, but she's few thousand kilometres away from me. i really do miss her loads. eventhough she has a boyfriend, i know she wont neglect me at all. i just talked to her during the evening and now i miss talking to her too. i miss her sleeping right beside my bed holding my hands when i was young because i was scared. i miss having catfights with her in the middle of the night. i miss the times where we argued about using the computer to play maple. i miss the times where she always make me sleep 1st only she will sleep. oh gosh. i miss you sis! :(

love ya sis. mwah!

2008-05-03T22:53:00.001+08:00

ahhh. im sick. bad sore throat, blocked nose too! somebody, rescue me. >< and my exams are up, its just not a right time to be sick. sigh!

2008-04-30T14:25:00.003+08:00

miss me peoples? :D well, i guess not. my blog has been dead for a week! im just telling you guys that im still alive. toodles.

p/s: im sorry that im perasaning. :P

2008-04-24T13:50:00.002+08:00

my computer got strike by lighting. basically, my whole hard disk and my modem are spoilt. i guess you guys were wondering how can i go online right? well, im using the computer in the computer lab now in college. :D later i'll be going home by bus. hehehe.

i've been busy lately with lan exams. im glad that those lan exams are now over! hopefully i'll pass it so i do not have to resit it and pay another rm300! but, my mock exams are coming soon. im having physics mock exams tomoro, maths next monday, biology next tus and another physics next friday! o_o im supposed to have holidays next week, but instead i have to go college everyday because my classes are still on. the lecturers say that its the replacement classes. i have no idea. ><

my actual exams will be in a month time. i got to start switching on my engine and start doing serious revision. i think its a good thing that my computer is unavailable now, therefore i can focus more towards exams now. :)

2008-04-19T13:31:00.006+08:00

happy birthday zetty! :) eventhough you're not reading this post, but i just wanna say im sorry that i couldnt make it for the lunch today. :( and i never see you for a long long time, really do miss you.

the candid picture of you and me from yisan. haha. :D
i was supposed to attend the parents teachers meeting today, but i didnt go for it due to some reasons. besides, im supposed to meet my friends later for lunch, and i couldnt make it as well. same thing for dinner. my headache is still here since last night and now getting worst. i have lots of things to study as well, so im very emo now. i really do wish there are more than 24 hours for 1 day. this is because i felt that time passes really fast, and sometimes i felt that im being too slow most of the time. i need to more time in my life. argh.

i have 19 more to go, and i dont know how am i going to sell it. many people are complaining that its very hard to sell to people, and that's a fact. from my point of view, i think people will be thinking that rm2 for a bookmark is really expensive because we could get bookmarks for free anytime right? its like they'll be thinking twice before they're willing to take thier rm2 out. well, if we tell them to donate rm2 to get a bookmark, and if they're generous, rm2 will not be a big issue for them. but there is a problem, people might not take the bookmark. so if we tell them that the sales of the bookmark will only be given to charity if they collect the bookmarks, then they wont reject the bookmarks. dont you think so? :)

2008-04-17T21:19:00.002+08:00

i wished i could make it on saturday to meet my friends! the aristolians. however, i think i might not make it. im really sorry, yisan and others. but if i do, everyone get ready with rm2, because i'll be asking you guys to buy bookmarks from me! its only rm2 each and got 3 colours. besides, it has meaningful quotes on it too about human rights. go planet movers! :D

2008-04-14T17:55:00.002+08:00

i went for the jpa scholarship interview today. im glad that its over and the interview didnt turn out that bad after all. :) hahahaha. i hoped i did well. lalalala. oh yah, tzer ern, they never ask me about the king's name.

for now, im just hoping for the best. if i were to get the scholarship, i'll forfeit everything in HELP. im still considering whether am i willing to forfeit it or not, since i paid the entire semester already. if i were to forfeit, 20k is going down to drain already. >< and i bet my college friends dont want me to forfeit HELP right? ;) it was funny because at first all of them were wishing me good luck, then i told them if i got it i'll forfeit the everything in HELP, they asked for their good luck wishes back. hahaha! :D i have really really sweet girlfriends in college.

my mock exams are coming! this thursday will be C2 mathematics and next friday will be physics unit 1 test. as for my malaysian studies and moral, its next week. and im so dead! i need a tutor for moral studies, i desperately need some guidance! please, someone rescue me! same goes for physics. my mind is totally blank when im thinking about physics, its because its squeezing all my brain juice out already.

2008-04-12T23:43:00.002+08:00

im exhausted! what did i do today? i joined the field trip to orang asli settlement organized by planet movers. :) i was asked my kah ann to video tape the interesting things happened in the field trip. however, there was insufficient memory and there were no extra batteries. basically, i only managed to record certain things but not the entire thing. hahaha. im glad that i went because i really had a great time there with the kids and my classmates. well, generally almost all the things were posted on my other friend's blog, so there's nothing else i can talk about.

im off to bed now. im planning to study all day tomorrow, which is kinda impossible. o_o hahaha. i'll try my best. ;)

2008-04-11T20:57:00.004+08:00

happy birthday jin ken!

i had a great day today! :) i went out just to celebrate my friend's birthday with him. hahaha. basically, i got most of the things free: lunch, bowling and ice-cream!

to jin ken, i really hope you had a great day because i did. i still owe u presents k? :P i'll drive you out next time too, get ready ur insurance by then. :O

i'll be driving my other friends around too once i get my license. dont worry peoples! i shall not neglect you all! love. <3 i was talking to yisan yesterday. gosh. i miss her, especially her really sweet voice. kekeke. :) i actually had a lot of things in my mind that i wanna tell her, however i couldnt do that. hopefully i can tell her everything later. :D

to yisan, i really do hope that i can make it for the next weekend outing, but my exams are coming and im going to be really busy. i'll try and arrange and see. i wanna see everybody! *sobs*

im currently under stress now. im really tired of everything, like what i always say all the time. but its the truth. there were lots of things that im thinking at the same time. i really regret that i didnt went for NS training. this is because if i were to go for that training, and i know about the scholarship for kdu, i'll be transferring there by now. i thought i could get the help scholarship but my results turned out to be different from what i expected. i cant stop thinking and regret!

however, i tried to make myself thinking positive, by thinking that everything happens for its own reason. i really want to have the power to read the future. its like prediciting what will happen in future on which path we choose. i wonder why is that humans cant read the future and people's mind, that's the disadvantages from my point of view.

2008-04-10T21:47:00.002+08:00

i dont know whether to consider today is a lucky day for me or not, but yet i got 2 shocking calls today.

the 1st call. kdu college people called me today saying that i manage to get the 50% waiver tuition fees for the one i applied last tme for scholarship. now only they informed me about it. im already in help and i paid for everything! how am i supposed to go there? moreover its the march intake. omg. i think i'll just ignore it 1st. ><

2nd call is about the jpa scholarship thing. they called me telling me that i'll have a second chance which is on next monday. omg. another good news. i was actually regretting on not going for the 1st interview and they called me to inform me about the 2nd one. how lucky is that!

choices choices choices. why do i have to make choices in life? sadz.

2008-04-08T18:50:00.001+08:00

im exhausted and i finally come out with a plan about my studying time. hopefully it works. :) i think im going to sleep at 10 today. my eyes are barely open. -_-

2008-04-07T21:00:00.003+08:00

my phone battery is so crappy these days. it cannot even last for the entire day! omg. i cant listen to the music eventhough i had lots of songs inside, and i cant really sms much already. its so pathetic. i really need to get a new battery for my phone and i cant go out and buy. its so sad. emo!

my day is getting worst. i had my chemistry and briology test results back. and it wasnt good at all. omg. i was so shocked for my chemistry, i nearly flung the paper. did you know i had so much confidence in the paper? btw, my lecturer told me this, 'khyeren, i know you studied hard for the test and the problem you're having now is that you're getting the wrong concept. i think you should refer to other peoples worksheet and do revision.' i totally agreed with her. i knew the method to answer the questions, but in the end i dont even understand what answer i was writing about.

oh yah. peoples in help! check out the noticeboard for the planet movers at 5th floor near dsa. its at the most left. me, sue ann and kah ying did it. :D but lots of credits to sue ann! she did the footprints for borders. *winks* i hope that the president of the club and the creative directors will love it. moreover, we got more work to do, for example designing the poster and selling bookmarks! o_o but im ready for anything! rawr. :P

oh well, im off to do my maths now. lots of stress and mock exams are coming. hopefully, i can just get 1 day off for myself to relax. probably just a movie outing? :)

2008-04-04T23:25:00.000+08:00

finally, i met up with cy, chung and kit! we all had dinner around desa park city and its pretty excited. i was really having fun chatting with them because it makes me recall for the past. i missed those stuff badly.

before we all had our dinner, i was actually rushing to go ou in order to make it on so that cy can pick me up. however, i was late. i thought i could be early because i was expecting that im leaving the college at 5 and can reach ou by 5:30. but i was wrong! by the time i took the bus back to main block, it was 5:30. i asked kai shen to drive really fast so that i could make it. instead, i only managed to reach there at 6. making it worst, my phone was nearly out of battery so i couldnt even contact them. i thought i was going to be in big trouble. but ended up, i finally met them up and we all went to desa aprk city together.

im really tired now, and i got to sleep soon. i'll be having plenty of work to do tomorrow and im still considering whether to go for the moral replacement class tomorrow.

i wanna say thanks to few peoples:

li ling, for temaning me today in college till late.

kai shen, for waiting and sending me to ou today.

chooi ying, for picking me up from ou and go to your house. :)

sue ann, for sending me back to your house from desa park city.

2008-03-31T20:34:00.014+08:00

yesterday,

i was helping someone painting stuff and see what happens.

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my hands and legs were all dirty and see who caused it.

the someone with his cheeky looking face.

well, i was actually helping him to paint his mini wooden car and look at the mess he made. =p

there you go. the mini car he designed. :D ain't you proud sis?

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today,

im pretty exhausted. i reached home pretty late which is about 7 and i still haven started my work yet. but yet, i still enjoyed my day. by the ways, today is a really sunny day and it really makes me emo. you know why? i cant stop sweating and im feeling sticky everywhere!

however, something happened that made my day. cy smsed me! omg. :D i miss bear and we're going out for dinner this friday! cant wait. which means, i'll be busy all day for friday. :)

im having the same crocs with my bus buddy. :D

i think crocs are pretty cool. :D

2008-03-29T19:45:00.001+08:00

i have tonnes and tonnes of maths homework to do. to be exact, 3 chapters of homework! i've been studying biology and chemistry lately and i totally abandoned maths. oops!

i just finished my 2nd driving lesson, which lasted for about 3 hours. i can feel my muscles right now because i was doing parking and 3 point turn the entire 3 hours. even my hands are still red right now. i think i did more parking than 3 point turns. im pretty good at it i supposed. its because i didnt even knock down any poles. :D pretty lucky right? but im quite unfortunate because for both my driving lessons, it rained. ahhh! i had to depend of the 3 mirrors to judge the distance. o_o

no outing tonight! my friend chose next friday instead. and im cool with it. :P earth hour starting sooon and im not sure now whether to do it or not. i really need the fan in order to stop me from sweating. :P

2008-03-28T19:36:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Ying Xian! :D

im under probation for the position of creative director for planet movers. im pretty excited! however, im competing with sue ann and another person, but i shall wish the 2 of them all the best. :D

i had lots of last minute plannings for today actually. i was facing so much of tension when it comes to making decisions. im having problems making decisions lately. oh gosh.

firstly, if jin ken can stay back today, then i'll be following him to ou and teman him to buy crocs. :D however, he couldnt stay back, so the plan was cancelled.

2nd thing, im supposed to go out for lunch with my classmates to celebrate ying xian's birthday. i was told last minute that they're going to bangsar and i definitely cannot make it. then they said going to mid valley instead. i wanted to go so bad, but there was something that stopped me from going. eventually, i didnt follow them, im kinda regret about it actually. :(

3rd thing, about me staying back for the student council elections. well, i did stayed back for it and voted for the suitable candidates for it. well, the results turned out quite well. congrats to matthew pang for your post. ;) i voted for you.

my day turned out okay. i just felt really exhausted because i slept late chatting with my sister online. she informed me about the Earth Hour issue. honestly speaking, i actually supporting on what they're planning to do, which is turning off the lights between 8pm to 9pm on the 29th of March in order to save electricity and reduce carbon emissions. well, its a world event and newspaper reported about it today. im quite surprised that we're not involved with it. well, i think im going to showmy support by doing it so too. :D its all based on my point of view. hopefully the outing for tomorrow night is still on. hopefully someone will not forget it AGAIN.

2008-03-26T20:57:00.003+08:00

p/s: sorry danil. please dont be mad at me. :(

i can online now. :D i couldnt online at all. probably a week. this is because lightning strike my adapter. then, i couldnt even on my modem to online because of that. anyways, i scored 8.5 for my presentation for malaysian studies yesterday! im pretty excited! :D all thanks to rui tze because he's a great leader. *claps*

besides, my tests are over, for both subjects. im kinda relaxing now, but i know that i cant relax long because next month will be the time for my mock exams already. well, many people are campaigning themselves for the posts for the student council this week. everything seemed to go on pretty well, except that my class seems to be a little quiet. many people were absent because some of them were sick and some of them were involved in the interview for the JPA scholarship.

i hope it'll be a good week for me eventhough it had been raining these days and i kena rain almost like everyday.

darrel, remember this mushroom?

remember the original size? im like that now. very fat now, i cant stop eating! :O

2008-03-23T19:03:00.004+08:00

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. What have you realised recently?
I realised my life isn't going well as smooth as it is, i think im facing some obstacles in my life and im tired of it.

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
Yes. And at that moment, it acutally makes me wanting for more. :)

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
#Yisan, because we can talk all we want. I miss those days. :(

#Darrel, because i'll be laughing non stop with him and be emo together as well.

#Alvin, because he'll be there for me to lean on if i want to cry.

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Japan. I always wished i could go there.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
I wished i could get scholarship, at least once in my life.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yeah. Definitely.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
My friends.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
I'll divide the money into few portions. One for the charity, one for my family members, the others for my plannings on how to use it.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Definitely. I got the courage. *winks*

10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Carmun - fun, hardworking and sweet.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Be there all the time whenever im in trouble and always gives me surprises.

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
I don't hate people, because im always being neutral.

13. What is your ambition?
Pharmacist. I actually thought of becoming a baker instead.

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Just point it out to me. Im a very open minded person. But if its really that bad, probably just give me hints but never hide it from me.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Love.

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Not at all. I always think carefully before i spend anything.

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
Friendly.

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
I wished i could be more positive and not thinking so much. Thinking too much makes me headache all the time.

19. Whats the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
Many pimples on my face. I think its because im sensitive to my new facial wash. Omg.

20. How do you feel now?
Exhausted.

I am tagging :
1. Yisan
2. Darrel
3. Alvin
4. Matt Chang
5. Danil
6. Ying
7. Ee Ping
8. Karl Shern

2008-03-17T23:46:00.001+08:00

i just realised my test will be next week. moreover, im going to be busy this week. oh no. last minute studying. and i'll be dead. hopefully the results WILL turn out okay, because the lecturers are going to forecast our results based on that. i got to get all straight A's.

chemistry!
biology!

here i come. :D

2008-03-16T17:35:00.004+08:00

omg. i couldnt apply for the scholarship AT ALL. i was not given any chance. i cried like mad on friday night. moreover i had lessons the next day, i think it was pretty obvious that i cried badly because my eyes were so swollen up. sadz.

im getting excited for the coming week. im going to the zoo this thursday! to do some community work. i cant wait. =) i get to meet the animals again, and maybe see orang utans throwing poop at peoples again. =p i might be doing volunteer work this weekend too, because there is a SPCA event going on, so i might wanna go there and check it out too. besides, i might be learning driving this weekend too. :D and for friday i might be watching movie too. :P hopefully this time my friend WILL make it, if not it'll be his 3rd time breaking the promise.

some of my friends were asking me, 'so, what is your parents rewarding you for the SPM results?'. it was that time i realised that i didnt make any deals with my parents about rewarding me. i actually felt really bad asking them any rewards because i've been studying in kdu for 5 years and imagine how much had been spent.

however, i might wanna adopt a pet, probably a dog. :D that looks like this.

2008-03-14T17:13:00.002+08:00

im back home. :D i went for the planet movers meeting and for the london universities talk instead for today. ;) it turned out okay actually. met 3 other new friends. one of them scored straight A1's, smart boy! i wished someone could teman me for Step Up 2. :(

im glad that im still able to apply for the help scholarship based on my results. i didnt meet the minimum requirement, short of 1 A1. :( but i did achieved many A's so im proud of it.

aiks. i cant think straight right now, im tired of letting everything to fate.

2008-03-12T23:39:00.002+08:00

the results are out. i have nothing to comment actually. i cant say that im upset and i cant say that im happy too. probably just neutral. all im worrying now is my coming exams and my results for physics test tomorrow. o_o i'll definitely die in physics.

i saw hui yi and sing huey in ou today. it was a last minute decision for me to go ou, because i was having doubts in deciding which was the best choice.

firstly, i didnt had any umbrella with me when it was raining heavily. if i were to go back home, i'll definitely fall sick.

second thing, i didnt wanna walk back home alone, i wished someone could teman me but my bus ride buddy didnt go to college today.

eventually, i decided to drop by ou and meet up my friends. i ended up singing in neway and used rm20. thinking about it, if i were to go back home, i could have save the rm20. but i think it was worth spending. i really did had lots of fun in neway! i will never forget the 'Crawling' song from Linkin Park. :P

im tired of doing physics homework. rescue me!